Shitty talks

Why are people always inclined at having bullshit of a discussion. They are adamant on making crap from everything that comes out from the mouth, fill in with cliche's.

Gimme a break, I am not that fucked up to hear all this out.

Change

Don't have anything to write about. Just that have decided to make some minor changes in my lifestyle, which I believe should bring about some bigger effects.
Am letting go of a few things to which I have really clung onto in the recent past, getting back to the things that I liked but had left, trying to change the way I come across to other people, trying to define some goals/purpose.
I am thinking of all these things but don't have a clue whether I would be able to incur any of these, already they are proving to be harder than I expected.
Lets see...

Righteousness ?

Am I part of the cure
Or am I part of the disease

Lines from Coldplay beautifully encompass a person finally awake questioning his conscience the validity of his existence, the rationality behind his actions, thinking and their coherence. Am I really thinking right, performing right, am I righteous, or what I think, feel, act is just a stupid, lousy piece of shit which dumps me further into the abyss.

Mental Blankness

The brain is said to be working all the time, thinking through the days and night. Then why do I enter a state of pure blankness, nothing to think, nothing remotely inside my brain, not even in the vicinity. At these precise moments, instinctively, I start to mumble something, to make others believe that I have thoughts of grave importance crossing through my brain, but the actual thought is that what the hell am I mumbling and why the fuck am I thoughtless.